every promise
that i've ever made
to myself
i've broken them all
one
by
one.
every dream
every goal
every wish
every desire
i've thrown them
all
away just because
its so much
easier
and
safer
to sit back and
watch
life
pass you by.
sooner
or
later
i'm not going to have
anything left.
sooner
or later
i'm just going to be
an empty
lifless
shell.
someone
holding onto
memories of
what
could
have
been.

before~after