"They get what the want and they never want it again."

I am trying so hard to be happy, because it's my favourite month and I should be happy. I've good friends, I'm getting out more, I'm trying to get a job.

But, it's like....little things drag me completely down.

I want a job and a car. Those are on my list of things to do. I was looking through my agenda and my goal for the month of September was to get a job....hmmm, look at me, I'm still unemployed.

I hate disappointing myself....I can't imagine how it feels when I disappoint others.

before~after