Man. I suck at life. Hahah!

Anywho, I am going home next week I decided. My parents are in TN. They're coming back Saturday for Samantha's birthday. I guess I'll talk to them then about going down Tuesday (the 16th), getting what I can moved in, getting settled, applying for jobs etc, and then coming back the Wedensday (the 24th) for Thanksgiving. Load up the rest of my stuff, and leave the Friday (the 26th) for good.

Wow. When I typed "for good" in that last paragraph, my heart sank into the pit of my stomach. I know that I want to leave. I know that this is not the place for me, but like am I REALLY ready to not live with my parents? Hell, not just NOT LIVE with them, but live so far away from them?

God, WHY is life so complicated?

Today Phillip and I got into a fullblown fist fight. It was fucking insane. I won't go into details, but my brother threw him to the wall to get him off me, and my glasses are fucked. They are duct taped back together like craphole. Its bad news dude. I need new glasses. The.End.

Meghann and Chris went and got two puppies today...so we're going to have three people, 3 cats, and 2 dogs when I get down there. Once I get the money, I am going to get some frontline for Casey (Chris' cat who is oh-my-god so fucking amazing and adorable...the sweetest and most affectionate cat ever) so we can bring her inside. Then in January Aaron and Amythest are moving in...so it'll be FIVE people, FOUR cats, and TWO dogs. And that's assuming we don't find more pets that need good home.

What can I say? We're lovers!

Robb embarassed me today...like NO other. We were talking via the AIM and he tried to make me admit something, and it was NOT happening. He knows its true, he doesn't need me to confirm it. That jerk.

Man, it is raining like a MOTHERFUCKER right now! I am like...about to freak out. It's all lightning and thunder (fire and brimstone?) and hott sexy storm, but like....it's scary here becuase the sky is so big.

Never mind.

OH OH OH! Renee (and Robbie too!) is going to be in Clarksville from Nov 23rd to the 28th! I haven't seen her since LAST Thanksgiving when we smoked pot in my van...I miss her. I told Meghann and she was excited and suggested that we have a repeat of last year's festivities.

Without the reference to the gods and sacrifices and stuff. HAHAH!

I just had to call Meghann and tell her about that. She was dutifully amused.

I rule.

Song Quote of the Day
and I can't make it on my own...
(and I can't make it on my own)
because my heart is in Ohio...
so cut my wrists and black my eyes...
(cut my wrists and black my eyes)
so I can fall asleep tonight, or die...
-"Ohio is for Lovers" Hawthorne Heights

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